Sleepy...Can't Wait to go home...Oh wait, I think I wanna go to School...

Hmmm... Define "Praning"? I'm finishing up my reports and enjoying my coffee. Last night's event at Ateneo was fun. The dance concert was really fun to watch. I met Gen's office mates and we had dinner at Gerry's.

Gen and I didn't want to go home yet so we decided to stop by at Eastwood. We called up Rayn and George to join us. Unfortunately, they we're on their way home. So... It's me and twinless haha. It totally pissed us off that whichever ATM place we go.... it seems to "deny" us of cash. C'mon!!!!! So we ended up at Makati area to have tea and some puffs. Eventually, we ended up talking about our "past loves" literally. I can plead guilty that I do miss.... never mind haha. But honestly, I'm trying this theory out that in order to move on, one should reminisce everything about you and that person until you get tired of thinking about him. So I'm guessing you get my point.=)

Right now, I'd like to put my "Relationship Category" on hold for a few years and focus on my work a.k.a my goals, my dreams....hence, ambition. I realized that I far too much love myself and that I'm selfish enough to drive every guy in my path away. Cigarettes and booze are not my bestfriends whenever I wanna think about the things that happened. And eventually, I would fall into regrets...what if's.... Usually it would end up me being in tears. I'm trying not too. Can you blame me?

Bitter Feelings I can't seem to hide....


I don't know why I'm actually at this state. I hate this feeling. I've hated this ever since I found out I'm such a jinx on my romantic category of my life.

I found something out that definitely snapped me back to reality. Yes, he's already happy with her. Guess what? We're not talking about my ex at all.

I'm never good in hiding how I feel. Much more that it hurts bad....

The tears stream down my face,
As I hear those horrifying words.
Something happened no too long ago,
That horrible moment occurred.

Let me tell you about that day,
The day all had foundered in my life.
It was not so long ago,
And it came so unexpectedly.

His voice still ring in my mind,
And the words were unbearable.
There was nothing I could do,
To keep a one true loved.

My heart skipped a few beats,
As he came to declare,
That he can't pursue,
An undying love he once knew.

I had told my friend that one night,
And I wept when I was alone.
He made me promise not to cry.
But breaking it was the only thing I could do.

The thing is my dears...
He treated me like I was his.
He put me above everything else.
Above everyone else, he did.

He listened to my issues,
And help me get them through.
Oh dear ******, I will all miss you.
I'm sorry if I hurt you.

* I edited it and cut it short since it's actually meant for a dead person.^^

Fave Song at the moment

Come with me Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don’t feel right
What do you expect me to say?(You know it’s just too little too late)
You take my hand And you say you’ve changed
But boy you know your beggin’ don’t fool me Because to you it’s just a game
(You know it’s just a little too late)

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I’m starting to move on
I’m gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It’s just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can’t wait but you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just a little too late
You say you dream of my face
But you don’t like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little too late

YEAH yeahhh....mmmmm
It’s just too little too late

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough
And now you wanna communicate( You know it’s just too little too late)
Go find someone else
I’m letting you go, I’m loving myself
You gotta problem
But don’t come asking me for help
Cause you know

It’s just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can’t wait
But you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
But you don’t like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little too late

I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give( I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don’t have a prayer
That’s the way to live, oh ho
mmmm...no

It’s just too little too late, yeah
It’s just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can’t wait
But you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
But you don’t like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little to late
You know it’s just too little too late

It’s just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can’t wait but you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just a little too late
You say you dream of my face
But you don’t like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little to late

By Jojo

Sedated, Hung over, Lost...and it's fun!!!

The monday reunion "thingy" with my EK friends was a lot of fun. Missing was Kate aka kiddo. But I got to meet 3 new PRO's- Lovely, Kate, and Marco (yes they do have a male PRO after two years of reigning feminism).

We reached Gerard's place around 5pm. Just right before the rain started pouring. Ofcourse the drinking spree officially started when Sir Franco and Sir Aujit arrived. For everyone who knows Sir Aujit carrying the blood type B (beer), you know how "fortunate" his seatmates were. Haha

Sir Franco, Sir Aujit, May, Joy, Gerard, and myself started the round. And frankly, I wasn't fond of brandy. I just sticked to 2 bottles of light beer...and a lot of junk food plus gallons of iced tea. Ofcourse, for us girls, the main event was the karaoke moment. They were all english songs so majority of them are really slow, senti songs. Fortunately we managed to "murder" upbeat songs that it was more of a workout rather than a song fest.

And, I discovered new "yosi" buddies hehe. Marco, fun to talk to with the influence of nicotine. And Gerard (dude! I had no idea you smoked) Oh well...At least on the next spree...I'd know who to pull for a momentary puff.

And our beloved poohbear (Garri. Ei Gerard Eeyore beloved k rin hehe). Late but managed to come. And Sir Bong...who kept the magic sing all to himself..arg!

Reunion pictures are to follow. In the mean time, just pics of my EK friends will do.

Barbie and Garri (Absent poh si Barbie)

Gerard (You have no idea he can much more wacky than this)

Joy (4 faces ito pero...asn si RC?)

Kiddo and Emzie (Absent poh si Kiddo)

Mirue and May (nsa Dubai poh si Mirue)

Full, Still Awake...and it's Sunday!

I have a date with my bed so I expect to sleep for like 10 hours when I get home.

On Monday, I'll be meeting up with my EK buddies. Honestly speaking, I miss the PEOPLE. Not the job. Let's just say I don't get paid to attain physical pain...not to mention emotional baggages.

Xmas party 2005 EK style

Before the party: I miss that bod of mine hehe

The gurls (Emzie, May, Kate, Joy) with our beloved Sir Franco

Park Relations Officers reunited with our beloved Shaider (Sir FAJ)

I haven't got the pictures with Garri Pooh and Gerard Eeyore. Still have them on my phone and was too lazy to transfer it to my PC.

Anyway, I've been pigging out as we speak. And frankly, I'm gaining weight...fast. Been considering the idea of feasting on green leafy food. Somehow, it involves chicken (I'm gonna need a year supply of anti-histamine)

Jeffrey, my HS friend once brought up to me that one friend of ours, Pearl, wanted a reunion. Hmmm... good idea! But, do we actually have the time?

I definitely miss going out with them. Ofcourse I enjoy going out with anyone I have good vibes with. But a reunion is a major thing.

Another thing is visiting my friends at the university. I've been promising them and for the first time, I actually broke a promise. I promised to spend the night with them but turns out, I'm stuck with work (which I actually enjoy). Maybe if I miss them so much, I'm gonna be enjoying seeing them again.

With Gen going to our salon moment